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{15/11/06;>12:32 PM}
17/10/06
graduation
And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
i'm gonna miss rv, 4J, badminton, everyone in rv ever stepped into my life. 4 years of life in rv has made me grow so much, much more than i would've expected, much more than i would've realised until yesterday. People come and go, but i will remember everyone of them. i am already missing my lovely (and haha-funny) classmates.
As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever
We all move on. 4 years of waiting for graduation. 4 years of struggle, 4 years of thinking rv sucks, 4 years of tears. but then we've all got our fair share of laughter, friends, love. and at this point of time, i will hold on to the beautiful memories and let go of the grudges. after 4 years, it's about time to say goodbye to people you hate as well as people you love to bits and pieces.
So if we get the big jobs
And we make the big money
When we look back now
Will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
every single day i'd wake up, look at the clock, 5:30am...... Zzzzzzzzz and think of ponning school for the day. but i'd still end up sitting in 4j classroom, sulking, praying time goes faster. and then 4j guys would do something stupid to make everyone laugh, even exasperated ms chew would laugh at weihan's jokes. so much for me to hold on to. ironically, i'm praying that time goes slower now... once Os is over, it's really over. and i sure hope mrs look will rmb our class tee that says : break the rules, start a revolution. seriously pissed her off haha.
Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
i never thought that graduation would turn out so tearful for us, 4j. because we're a class of many cliques, and our unity sucks, honestly. we don't have the class spirit other classes have, don't have successful class outings, don't have more than 3 photos in the powerpoint presentation. but we are 4j. and no other class can ever match up to 4j. because the laughter, the joy, the memories of 4j belong solely to us. i would never have imagined crying when i sing that cheeeeeeeena sch song. but i did. i would never have thought that it's going to be so hard leaving rv, after all, that has been what we're all waiting for. but it is hard. i would have never thought i'd say this but...
despite the uniform, i love rv. i'm proud to be a rvian.
to all sec4s, all the best for Os. our batch has brought much trouble and worries to the sch. it's time to make rv proud of us.
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speak like a lady;
{17/10/06;>2:06 AM}
02/10/06
i love the life i live for now i have God!
did i mention?
I ACCEPTED CHRIST ON 23RD SEPTEMBER 2006.
christianity is amazing. AMAZING. before i turned christian, i'll nvr have imagined myself saying this. and God is promising me a better life. just one week after accepting christ, good things have been happening. DAMN GOOD THINGS have been happening. wah! i am so happy with my life now. i am so happy with school now (ok. erm not happy abt sch but well, it's tolerable now). erm... , let's just say i am looking forward to every new day. :D and i can see where i'm heading after Os now. was talking to pl abt life after Os... it's really abt starting life anew for me (: and i am so glad tt i know i'll have my best friends with me! i love lpl&mw! wilson's the one who witnessed my conversion of faith. jinyin surprised me this morning with a gift. it's a very very pretty cross! :D i love her! to bits and pieces! and i love my mum as well. i woke up so late this morning and she drove me to sch. ok not the first time but well, i love her!
i am so full of love. praise the Lord.
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speak like a lady;
{02/10/06;>10:19 AM}
14/09/06
moth trauma!
omg omg omg i have to blog today! something really really bad happened to me. me sarah junjie hanxie and weihan were on our way to alex's house. walk walk walk... sunddenly this moth came flattering into my FACE. i shook my head to scare it away. what happened? IT STUCK ITSELF ONTO MY LEFT SPECS LENS. so i screamed really loud and jump and shook my head so violently my rubber band dropped off. my friends were shocked. ok but at least i managed to get tt moth off my face... right? NO. after hanxie and weihan lost us, me sarah and jj went up the wrong flight of stairs. when i realised tt, we started walking down... den... sarah shouted: OMG THERE'S A MOTH ON YOUR ARMPIT. i thot she was kidding me. den i realised she's serious and frantic. so i got scared i screamed, jumped shook around, sarah screamed, i dumped my bag on the floor, my rubber band dropped off, i looked like a mad woman. i stopped short. WHERE?! i asked sarah. THERE. IT'S... DEAD. she said. so i looked down at my right arm. there. dead. on my right rv white uniform sleeve. killed by me accidentally due to my vigorous actions. i screamed like bloody hell while sarah and jj laughed like they got heiku and ran frantically down to flight of stairs. they left me there crying and sceaming for 10minutes while they laughed and teared downstairs and finally sarah came up and got tt bloody moth off me. junjie was the most useless person on earth. why? cos he laughed at me and nvr help me and pretended he's having heiku so as to justify his misdeed. sarah's not much better. but at least she decided to save me in the end. but i suspect it's becos she didn't want the residents to come out and see a mad woman there. alex's neighbours are heartless. i bet they heard me screaming but left me there to cry. if someone gets murdered right there at the stairway noone will save him and he'll die at the doorstep of the house of those heartless people! there's still the brown juice from that wrecked thing on my sleeve!
traumatising. D:
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speak like a lady;
{14/09/06;>11:58 AM}
03/08/06bored and tired
life is freaking boring now
D; ugh.
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{03/08/06;>12:37 PM}
25/07/06once bitten twice shy
i don't know why it turned out this way.
it's really fucked up.
life goes on.
